What kind of fear would bring on fight? To me it is the fear of lesser life. If what ever is pursuing me will, if possible make my life less than it was by taking those I love, my life, my property, my liberties. I turn to fight for what is right. I fight when I have half a chance to preserve my life and that which I can protect.
Fear that brings on flight is the kind that I believe if I lay low it will pass by, be forgotten. Liberty or objects I can live without.
I have face both fears. I fought and lost. I turned to flight. I was given a new life, a new house to hide away until what I feared forgot me or moved on. Or so I thought.
Tom came home with court papers today from Pinal County Court. In those papers was listed my address. My new to me house. I am not so naive to believe my address couldn't be found but I believe in privacy. Even though it is easy to find out information like this and so much more. I just can't stock people. What drives people to do this?
What boggles my mind is the one doing this search says he fears my husband. Him and his little group fear my husband will kill them.
If that is true do you keep poking the bear. Do you provoke that you fear or do you stand at the ready when it strikes. I just can't believe that you can fear something so much that you harass it constantly. Am I the only one that resorts to flight.
This is down right harassment. Nothing short of it. Bullying that comes from deep down in the dark side that most human beings don't have or few have learned to control.
Can you imagine living everyday stocking every move someone makes so you can pursue them in the courts. To put them away. I have told how he interfered with a case that had nothing to do with him but he used everything in his arsenal to try to put Tom in prison. He sent everyone in the family the police report so they to could judge Tom as a mad man. I am so happy or elated that the Judge saw past the lies and judged worthily. And the few family members that looked at the police report and realized that it was not both sides of the coin. That police reports are written by the officers and not by the witnesses. The witnesses don't get to proof read or sign the statements for correctness. The officers write what "they" heard.
Please take the time to read about bullying. They can't be satisfied in pushing you down, or pushing you away, they have to make sure that all others feel about their victim the way they see them.
I don't know who is the biggest bully of them but I know with all my heart who started the bullying. He has been doing it to me all my life.
When does a lie become a truth? When it is said over and over. When it is said to others and they believe it. When the only truth you know are lies.
Here are a few lies from the court papers.
They don't own the ranch. They only own the cattle. The land is owned by the whole family. When you read or hear the words Nicoll Brothers Ranch LLC it is cattle and some equipment. Which I am in equal partnership in. When you read or hear Chris Nicoll he has as much ownership as my kids, and all those that can call Don Carlos and Ethel Nicoll grandfather and grandmother.
Wow. I got to admit I haven't read the police report so I don't know if Cody lied or if the sheriff who took the report did. But I guess I will have to read it now. Maybe I can get Cody to send me a copy of the report like he did to anyone else that would take it from him. I know the gun was not pointed at anyone but Billy. Two days before this date Billy threatened Tom by saying he was going to get his gun and kill him. The day Tom pistol whipped Billy he felt threaten by Billy and he wanted Billy out of his office.so he pulled an unloaded gun. Billy left, Tom ran and locked Billy out. Billy returned and kicked the office door open in which it hit Tom in the face. That is when Tom hit him over the head with the butt of the pistol. At no time was Tom mad at anyone. He along with all of us was were emotional charged. I do know I was a witness and not a victim. I do know in America we are to be innocent before proven guilty. And what is ironic is Cody profession is to uphold that law and not use it against you. At that time Tom had not been charged. Now the case is closed and all Tom got was disturbing the peace.
First Cody was in Apache County but he was not at work he was at the ranch along with Don.
Second Tom was not up there that weekend. Jesse was up there with three other men and their children, plus two of Jesse' scouts. Jesse did drive up to the ranch but realized that the trailer he had in tow wouldn't make the sharp turn into the ranch area so he drove off, then thought he could park outside the fence to load my cement planters and drove back. At which time Don came to see what Jesse was doing. And yes Jesse glared at him.
We have witnesses that will throw these lies under the bus and I pray we get the opportunity to use them.
Don't you just love the part "and beat his wife". Oh wait, Tom is a real loser, he has a lot of money, 5 houses in different cities, his own business, and many vehicles.
What the heck. Low life if every I married one.(I am smiling to think one is a complete lie and the rest are some sort of insult)
The generator spoken of was and is Tom's. It was found and recovered out at the big mill as they were using it there. The tires and hitch had been removed. It was not in his yard. Tom and I do not know where Cody's house or yard is. We have not and have no desire to look up on public records or in other words "stock him".
So the Judge left out the most important word. I guess you can read into anything if you you want. What this boils down to is Tom's first amendment right being violated. If you are violated by what someone says about you then take it to court. Charge them with slander. How in the heck do you get a restraining order against them having an opinion about you. Easy enough if your buds with a judge. Then the judge leaves out the perfect word according to Cody. Now Tom is suppose to know what it means when it doesn't say what it means.
Hell in a hand basket, that is all I got to say about how this world works now a days.
Cody says over and over again in the court papers that he fears Tom will kill him, yet his restraining order restrains Tom from talking about him. So are we talking character assassination. Pride.
One thing I do know about lies, there are two kinds. Those said or implied and those of omission.
I won't be party to both. I won't bare false witness and I won't stand by silently as they are put forth.
We know where liars go. And it isn't hanging on the telephone wire. But your pants could be on fire.
I know the truth will set you free. But what of lies believed? Lies of omission? I was told by a nephew that if I be nice he would tell the truth to clear me of an accusation against me. Will my
partners that hold the truth in high esteem come forward or do we have to be nice for that also?
Luke 6
I do pray for them. It is easier than stocking them mentally and physically. If only from the first we could of sat down and talked this out. I truly feel sad that people have to live in such turmoil that is self inflicted.
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